soar i

the more i try
it just gets worse.

a wight-out
rushing through me
overwhelming every effort to accommodate
to master no thing
but to carry
through wave that betides all sense
left of tenor, peals the bellow
that taur us, a sunder

to rive.
then stills the be⋅at to silent hoof bore
and static in ebb flowe to shore
the heart, once more surrends.

speak is not a word so easy
when twists the butterfly wings to swell
mourning comes and sun does naught
for warming sorrow of night’s tail/tale
kept aloft fer anoth’r day’s spilling
for ’tis too much fer th’telling

at once.
weary cannot just⋅ice give
to deter, I do the thing not wanted
in truth.
to deter, i orate:

and cat’s catch the tome on the wind
I can no longer revisit.
I cannot revisit.
I cannot revise it.

in silent retreat
and all releases, felt
annulled.
or rather, an olde thing comes home
and ice cream.. cannot soothe the ache of time.

it does not get better.
but it does get the better of me.

I soar.. to another whirl’d
to another world when begets the beat of hearts.
I’m not coming back.  This is my home
within me.

a fairewyrd.e
2o.1o.18

in add endum:

flying w/in to escape
the tearing apart of us
I feel your … so you don’t have to
because you won’t
and it must be felt for the moving
on to happen.  it is there
when you are ready.
For you when you are ready
to feel it, nested in wait.
I fly to tauri, pacified in ifico
coasted on the pol of sebasto to re-
cooper ale.  half-pinted at the sit n spin.

waiting for direction ..
19.1.19

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